Tuesday 9 April 2013

Riding

I feel like life in general always comes in waves. Good waves, bad waves, scary choppy waves, and those big fuckers that pull you all the way up and then dump you under leaving you spluttering and picking sand out of your minge for the next 3 days. I like the waves. As I've mentioned before, I like that life isn't boring, that things go up and down. Maybe that's why I stay with Ryota, I know I'd be totally fucking bored with a nice simple lad??

Anyway, as I get older, I can actually feel the way the waves are going. It's not like when I was younger and I didn't think about the way life was, how it was at the time, and where it was going.
At the moment I feel like life is on a generally good wave. Life is alright. Bailey is finally growing up out of the baby stage, Ash has practically left home (he sleeps at Grandma's house the little bastard!!), work is good, and Ryota and I survived 2 weeks together so I feel if we survived that we can survive pretty much anything.

This wasn't the case up until a little while ago, I felt very unsure about the school, I think I always get that way in April, people quit and you feel betrayed in some way, and then all these new people sign up come May and you feel like a twat for getting your knickers in a twist.

So that's why I haven't been blogging that much, life is comfortable enough that I really don't have that much to bitch about. yes my arse is about 4 times bigger than I'd like it and Yes Ryota can be a royal fuckwit at times, but apart from that. Life is good... Sorry!

7 comments:

  1. Comfortable is good. Maybe you'll get some wacky students this year to liven things up.

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  2. he sleeps at Grandma's every night? Nice for her, kind of sad for you. Hope she feeds him before she sends him across the street in the morning.

    Comfortable is good, I agree. Never long until the next wave that leaves you picking sand out of your minge for days comes along. Shit that made me laugh.

    xxx

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  3. Glad you got a minge. Too many western chicks shave that shit. Protect the minge!!!
    In fact...start sobbing and tell Ryota if he REALLY loved you he'd have minge hairs stuck in his teeth...that would be a great youtube vid as it dawns on him what your saying :)

    If I were a chick..I'd do that...I'm just sayin' ;)

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  4. Ha ha! Why are you apologising for having a good life? Nobody really expects you to suffer for your art,(or other people's entertainment), do they?! I guess it's easier to get writing when you've got something you want to unload though.
    Anyway, hope you continue to ride those waves well for the New Year.

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  5. I just found your blog and immediately added it to the links on mine. Your self-description made me feel like I'm not alone ~ and I am so glad to read that your dekichatta turned into something lovely. I am going to keep reading through the archives because of how much comfort it is providing me to know that things CAN be okay even if they start out chaotic.
    p.s. this keeps showing up as "Anonymous" but I am http://matchaproblem.wordpress.com/

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  6. I just found your blog and immediately added it to the links on mine. Your self-description made me feel like I'm not alone ~ and I am so glad to read that your dekichatta turned into something lovely. I am going to keep reading through the archives because of how much comfort it is providing me to know that things CAN be okay even if they start out chaotic.
    p.s. this keeps showing up as "Anonymous" but I am http://matchaproblem.wordpress.com/

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  7. I just found your blog and immediately added it to the links on mine. Your self-description made me feel like I'm not alone ~ and I am so glad to read that your dekichatta turned into something lovely. I am going to keep reading through the archives because of how much comfort it is providing me to know that things CAN be okay even if they start out chaotic.

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